Hit Me Like A Ray Of Sun....

"If I fall, if I break,

If I lose myself in someone,

If I give all I am, it will be with you..."

-Jordin Sparks

there have been plenty of boys.

but none are quite like him.

i love everything about you,

your laugh, the way you talk

the things you say and your determination.

i find that even though we have yet to meet,

i know who you are and i know

that you're everything i've been looking for.

i can be myself around you

and you still appreciate me

for who i am.

i've always said i cant wait to fall in love

and i dont expect it to happen immediately

but....

i cant help to think

it might just be with you....

"you're everything i need and more,

it's written all over your face,

baby i can feel your halo

pray you wont fade away."

-Beyoncé

My Life According To Mariah Carey.

So i was tagged in this note on FB and i thought it was cute so ima post it here.

my life according to Mariah Carey

Using only song names from ONE ARTIST, cleverly answer these questions. Pass it on to at least 15 people and include me. You can't use the band I used. Try not to repeat a song title. It's a lot harder than you think! Repost as "my life according to (band name)"

Pick your Artist:
Mariah Carey

Are you a male or female?
"Im That Chick" (E=MC2)

Describe yourself:
"The Beautiful Ones" (Butterfly)

How do you feel:
Like "Candy Bling" (Memoirs of An Imperfect Angel)

Describe where you currently live:
In the city of "Fantasy" (Daydream)

If you could go anywhere, where would you go:
"Shake It off" (Emancipation of Mimi)

Your favorite form of transportation:
"Music Box" (Music Box)

Your best friend is:
"Anytime You Need A Friend" (Music Box)

What's the weather like:
"So Cold" (Emotions)

Favorite time of day:
anytime when im "Yours" ( Charmbracelet)

If your life were a TV show, what would it be called:
"Didnt Mean To Turn You On" (Glitter Soundtrack)

What is life to you:
"So Blessed" (Emotions)

Your fear:
"Alone in Love" (Mariah Carey

What is the best advice you have to give:
just remember to "Fly Like A Bird" (Emancipation of Mimi)

Thought for the Day:
"Subtle Invitation" (Charmbracelet)

How I would like to die:
can i live "Til The End of Time" (Emotions)?

My soul's present condition:
"Love Takes Time" (Mariah Carey)

My motto:
"Cant Take That Away" (Rainbow)

PS. I bet you bitches though i'd do Beyonce. HA!

Sincerely,

Parad0x Pr0digy

Why'd I Have to Go and Be a Fool Again?

Hello BlogWorld! Its day 2 in North Carolina and honestly, i cant complain. Yesterday was trying but its over and done. We picked up my cousin in VA and go to the hotel in NC around 1pm. After, we visited some relatives(the really boring part of the trip). After going to the fitness center with my cousins and taping the Edenton Chronicles,(Videos soon to come) i finally came to my room to start revising my essay which i thought was due today but apparently was due at 9am yesterday. X_X FML. I sent it, the professor accepted it, all is well with the world. Today is the funeral that we came down here for and it started at 2. Everyone's gone and i'm in the hotel by myself. :-D I won. Victory is mine!!!! My family probably wont be back til like...7 but thats ok, i have my laptop, my blackberry, foodnetwork and popeyes chicken to keep me occupied. ^_^ We leave tomorrow morning at some point. Cant wait to be back in good ol' New York. I'll write again when i get home yall. OOh! btw, my homeboy Melvon is in the Roots' new video. check the link below and show some love. Until next time, Im Out!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fTonMcVKzrE

SoTD- Had It All; Katharine McPhee

Sincerely,

Parad0x Pr0digy

I Cant Seem To Find The Words...

Hey Blog World, long time no see! its been so hectic since my last post. I started college at CUNY Brooklyn College. That in itself is a whole 'nother blog. I just wanted to let some steam off about things going on at home for the past month. So...where do i start? I'll give you the premise and go back and hopefully it'll all connect. So, my grandfather's niece died right and you know, they have funerals for dead people and stuff. So for whatever reason, my grandfather wants to go. Cool; one problem. hes pushing 80 and cant exactly whip it to North Carolina on his own. He enlists my two aunts to drive him down there. Cool; i get a phone call yesterday from my aunt and she is TELLING me i'm going....brrrr?(thats the sound scooby doo makes when hes puzzled.) im sorry, last time i checked, im an adult. I refuse to be respected as anything less. So i pay her to the gods and decide to address the issue head on. My grandmother, god bless her heart, is telling me she wants me to go(by wants, she means i have to go) because she wants us to be a family....exactly. -_- so im like do i not get a choice, and she's like..."no" how dare she try my puss in such a manner?!? now im here in my room highly upset because for this weekend, i'll be in West Bubblefuck, North Carolina....not even attending the funeral. i know i damn sure wont be going to that shit. hmph!

So a few weeks ago, when i started classes, i dropped one, and there was a HUGE upset in my house and im like "cool it yall, its no biggie" and everyone is making a big dead. so things start to get worse, everyone thinks i have this major attitude and think im miserable at home(which i am, no shade to the Holley family but yall niggas need to get it together....) so i get a call from my aunt,(the same one that called me about NC(ima stop answering her calls)) and shes like you need someone to talk to, find a therapist because something's not right, ur never happy, u always have this attitude, blah blah blah. so im like but wait, when i wanted to see someone, everyone was against it! whats up with that?! so she's all like "u have a week to find a doctor" once again...brrrrr? (mind u, i never found a doctor, and i dont go to therapy. i just stopped being a bitch. and everyone's STILL trippin. smh!)

However, im leaving in January so its gravy. They gonna miss me once im gone. Ima keep it cute til then. Mind u, the baby is coming soon, im mad excited, even tho i throw shade and front like im not. Cant wait! I'll check back in soon guys. Until the next time, Im out. Peace!

SOTD-Ooh N Love; Mateo

Sincerely,

Parad0x Pr0digy

Hello BlogWorld! its been about a month since the last post and my, how things have changed! So i definitely graduated from high school with all my motherfucking bitties. i love yall bitches and shit. i started work(in the cafeteria of an elementary school cafeteria...meh) last week. i registered for classes for Brooklyn College. i leave for florida on tuesday. im just a big burst of energy! lol. summer has been really fun thus far. despite my boring wack ass job, i've been living it up, partying with the girls. im sad they're leaving me, well not all of them but some good ones. at least i have kham and domo. there isnt much else to say, i just wanted to let u guys know IM STILL ALIVE lol.

Its Bittersweet Poerty.

Hey BlogWorld! Its been a few days since the last post and a lot has happened. This week has been finals and they're finally over. We also got our yearbooks today, which i as well as the rest of my journalism class worked restlessly on to perfect. Tell me how much u love our cover. Ms. Brohm, our Graphic Design teacher at Boys and Girls did it so shout out to you Ms. B! Its bittersweet poetry writing about this. When we got the yearbooks, everyone was excited at first but it turned into an emotional mess. Everyone was crying! I was like what the hell? I must admit, its going to be hard leaving my friends who i've been with for four years. I dont think its set in yet that we're parting but im sure we will all stay in contact. Im excited about the opportunities that lay ahead but i am all too comfortable with sticking with what i know. it's gonna be an adventure leaving boys and girls and making adjustments to a new life. Hopefully i'll have some great friends to take on this ride with me. im out.
SOTD- Quickly by John Legend Featuring Brandy

Sincerely,

Parad0x Pr0digy

oh, why you look so sad?

hey blog world. its been like a week and a half since the last and i am sorry! ive been surrounded by chaos and drama everywhere i turn. Boys and Girls is slowly turning into a mess. senior year is just too dramatic for me, im a laid back kinda guy. i like to just chill in the cut and relax. and i havent been able to do that. as far as my english class dilemma, they transferred me out the class because of a letter i wrote to my teacher, claiming it was attacking her and my tone was harsh and inappropriate -_-. whatever guys. i didnt wanna be in that lady's class anyway. then drama with the students. its like civil war. i really dont know. my volleyball season is over. our record is 9-3. pretty good if u ask me. we find out if we made playoffs on wednesday so im excited about that. after this tho, ima start sticking to myself. i cant let people's issues cause me stress. and trust me, everyone has issues. u remember in charmed when pheobe became an empath and could feel everyone's emotions, well thats how i feel, except, i dont feel them, everyone just wants to talk about how they feel. lol. im just tired yall. lol im through.
SOTD- So Small by Carrie Underwood

Sincerely,

Parad0x Prodigy