9.28.2009

I Cant Seem To Find The Words...

Hey Blog World, long time no see! its been so hectic since my last post. I started college at CUNY Brooklyn College. That in itself is a whole 'nother blog. I just wanted to let some steam off about things going on at home for the past month. So...where do i start? I'll give you the premise and go back and hopefully it'll all connect. So, my grandfather's niece died right and you know, they have funerals for dead people and stuff. So for whatever reason, my grandfather wants to go. Cool; one problem. hes pushing 80 and cant exactly whip it to North Carolina on his own. He enlists my two aunts to drive him down there. Cool; i get a phone call yesterday from my aunt and she is TELLING me i'm going....brrrr?(thats the sound scooby doo makes when hes puzzled.) im sorry, last time i checked, im an adult. I refuse to be respected as anything less. So i pay her to the gods and decide to address the issue head on. My grandmother, god bless her heart, is telling me she wants me to go(by wants, she means i have to go) because she wants us to be a family....exactly. -_- so im like do i not get a choice, and she's like..."no" how dare she try my puss in such a manner?!? now im here in my room highly upset because for this weekend, i'll be in West Bubblefuck, North Carolina....not even attending the funeral. i know i damn sure wont be going to that shit. hmph!
So a few weeks ago, when i started classes, i dropped one, and there was a HUGE upset in my house and im like "cool it yall, its no biggie" and everyone is making a big dead. so things start to get worse, everyone thinks i have this major attitude and think im miserable at home(which i am, no shade to the Holley family but yall niggas need to get it together....) so i get a call from my aunt,(the same one that called me about NC(ima stop answering her calls)) and shes like you need someone to talk to, find a therapist because something's not right, ur never happy, u always have this attitude, blah blah blah. so im like but wait, when i wanted to see someone, everyone was against it! whats up with that?! so she's all like "u have a week to find a doctor" once again...brrrrr? (mind u, i never found a doctor, and i dont go to therapy. i just stopped being a bitch. and everyone's STILL trippin. smh!)
However, im leaving in January so its gravy. They gonna miss me once im gone. Ima keep it cute til then. Mind u, the baby is coming soon, im mad excited, even tho i throw shade and front like im not. Cant wait! I'll check back in soon guys. Until the next time, Im out. Peace!

SOTD-Ooh N Love; Mateo
Sincerely,

Parad0x Pr0digy

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