College and such

this post is in response to Khameela's blog about schools.

i totally feel you! i got accepted to Johnson and Wales but realistically, i don't see me going there. its way too expensive and if I'm being honest with myself, i cant afford to go there. so that narrows it down to SUNY and CUNY. SUNY Albany and Delhi r requesting info that i have yet to send them. yes, I'm big on procrastinating. and CUNY asked for my SAT scores a couple of weeks ago. but i keep telling everyone we don't get acceptance letters until the end of the month or early April but i find myself anxious and questing if I've even been accepted. i find it hard believing what i tell others. i give advice i find hard to follow. weird, right? but I'm banking on a CUNY because with another baby on the way, i have to be selfless, sacrifice my dreams to an extent, and stay home to help out. so however this plays out, I'm sure I'll be alright regardless of where i end up.

however, i wouldn't rain on anyone else's parade. I'm overjoyed for and so proud of Kadeem for getting into NYUPoly. Kadeem can be an asshole and insensitive sometimes but he deserves it nonetheless. Samantha got accepted to Cornell and I'm ecstatic about that. I wish we all could get into the colleges we truly desire but if one of us hasn't gotten a response yet, don't be salty about someone else has. So although you're bitter about Kadeem's acceptance, I'm sure he, as well as the rest of us, hope u get into yours because we're too old to be so petty about something so minuscule.

Boom and Goodnight.