Head down as i watch my feet take turns hitting the ground....

So lately I've been a little torn between emotions, which isn't new. I have a habit of giving too much of myself when it comes to relationships. now, not everyone sees it this way but i get attached easily and wind up getting "hurt." this guy I'm talking to seems exactly like what I've been looking for in a guy. he's sweet, funny, open, and the whole nine. but i guess i come on a little strong, which i see no problem with. I'd rather put myself out there and let u know what it is than to hold back and try to front like I'm not feeling the Kidd. he even told me I'm "moving too fast" call me crazy but if we talked about "long distance relationships" and figuring out who's going to school where, and I'm just tryna see if ur even gonna ask me out, i don't think that's moving fast at all. i don't wanna be ur boy toy. i understand after a few weeks i cant b like "put a ring on it", and I'm not! i don't want u to devote ur life to me, i just want to know if you're gonna commit cuz if not then don't waste my time. if im constantly being asked if im talking to other boys and im telling u no because im talking to u then i think u would get the picture. not everyone is the same. hopefully we can straighten things out because i see some potential in what we have. "im willing to run...smash into you..." if i had the chance i would give all of myself to u but if u cant even meet me half way i think its pointless to even try. if i could just speak to him then im sure we could work it out but when i cant manage to reach the guy i think its a tad bit difficult to do so. ramble over.....im out

SOTD- Smash Into You by Beyonce
(i promise the next few SOTD's will be Non-Beyonce! lol)

Sincerely,

Parad0x Pr0digy