Hit Me Like A Ray Of Sun....

"If I fall, if I break,

If I lose myself in someone,

If I give all I am, it will be with you..."

-Jordin Sparks

there have been plenty of boys.

but none are quite like him.

i love everything about you,

your laugh, the way you talk

the things you say and your determination.

i find that even though we have yet to meet,

i know who you are and i know

that you're everything i've been looking for.

i can be myself around you

and you still appreciate me

for who i am.

i've always said i cant wait to fall in love

and i dont expect it to happen immediately

but....

i cant help to think

it might just be with you....

"you're everything i need and more,

it's written all over your face,

baby i can feel your halo

pray you wont fade away."

-Beyoncé

My Life According To Mariah Carey.

So i was tagged in this note on FB and i thought it was cute so ima post it here.

my life according to Mariah Carey

Using only song names from ONE ARTIST, cleverly answer these questions. Pass it on to at least 15 people and include me. You can't use the band I used. Try not to repeat a song title. It's a lot harder than you think! Repost as "my life according to (band name)"

Pick your Artist:
Mariah Carey

Are you a male or female?
"Im That Chick" (E=MC2)

Describe yourself:
"The Beautiful Ones" (Butterfly)

How do you feel:
Like "Candy Bling" (Memoirs of An Imperfect Angel)

Describe where you currently live:
In the city of "Fantasy" (Daydream)

If you could go anywhere, where would you go:
"Shake It off" (Emancipation of Mimi)

Your favorite form of transportation:
"Music Box" (Music Box)

Your best friend is:
"Anytime You Need A Friend" (Music Box)

What's the weather like:
"So Cold" (Emotions)

Favorite time of day:
anytime when im "Yours" ( Charmbracelet)

If your life were a TV show, what would it be called:
"Didnt Mean To Turn You On" (Glitter Soundtrack)

What is life to you:
"So Blessed" (Emotions)

Your fear:
"Alone in Love" (Mariah Carey

What is the best advice you have to give:
just remember to "Fly Like A Bird" (Emancipation of Mimi)

Thought for the Day:
"Subtle Invitation" (Charmbracelet)

How I would like to die:
can i live "Til The End of Time" (Emotions)?

My soul's present condition:
"Love Takes Time" (Mariah Carey)

My motto:
"Cant Take That Away" (Rainbow)

PS. I bet you bitches though i'd do Beyonce. HA!

Sincerely,

Parad0x Pr0digy

Why'd I Have to Go and Be a Fool Again?

Hello BlogWorld! Its day 2 in North Carolina and honestly, i cant complain. Yesterday was trying but its over and done. We picked up my cousin in VA and go to the hotel in NC around 1pm. After, we visited some relatives(the really boring part of the trip). After going to the fitness center with my cousins and taping the Edenton Chronicles,(Videos soon to come) i finally came to my room to start revising my essay which i thought was due today but apparently was due at 9am yesterday. X_X FML. I sent it, the professor accepted it, all is well with the world. Today is the funeral that we came down here for and it started at 2. Everyone's gone and i'm in the hotel by myself. :-D I won. Victory is mine!!!! My family probably wont be back til like...7 but thats ok, i have my laptop, my blackberry, foodnetwork and popeyes chicken to keep me occupied. ^_^ We leave tomorrow morning at some point. Cant wait to be back in good ol' New York. I'll write again when i get home yall. OOh! btw, my homeboy Melvon is in the Roots' new video. check the link below and show some love. Until next time, Im Out!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fTonMcVKzrE

SoTD- Had It All; Katharine McPhee

Sincerely,

Parad0x Pr0digy

I Cant Seem To Find The Words...

Hey Blog World, long time no see! its been so hectic since my last post. I started college at CUNY Brooklyn College. That in itself is a whole 'nother blog. I just wanted to let some steam off about things going on at home for the past month. So...where do i start? I'll give you the premise and go back and hopefully it'll all connect. So, my grandfather's niece died right and you know, they have funerals for dead people and stuff. So for whatever reason, my grandfather wants to go. Cool; one problem. hes pushing 80 and cant exactly whip it to North Carolina on his own. He enlists my two aunts to drive him down there. Cool; i get a phone call yesterday from my aunt and she is TELLING me i'm going....brrrr?(thats the sound scooby doo makes when hes puzzled.) im sorry, last time i checked, im an adult. I refuse to be respected as anything less. So i pay her to the gods and decide to address the issue head on. My grandmother, god bless her heart, is telling me she wants me to go(by wants, she means i have to go) because she wants us to be a family....exactly. -_- so im like do i not get a choice, and she's like..."no" how dare she try my puss in such a manner?!? now im here in my room highly upset because for this weekend, i'll be in West Bubblefuck, North Carolina....not even attending the funeral. i know i damn sure wont be going to that shit. hmph!

So a few weeks ago, when i started classes, i dropped one, and there was a HUGE upset in my house and im like "cool it yall, its no biggie" and everyone is making a big dead. so things start to get worse, everyone thinks i have this major attitude and think im miserable at home(which i am, no shade to the Holley family but yall niggas need to get it together....) so i get a call from my aunt,(the same one that called me about NC(ima stop answering her calls)) and shes like you need someone to talk to, find a therapist because something's not right, ur never happy, u always have this attitude, blah blah blah. so im like but wait, when i wanted to see someone, everyone was against it! whats up with that?! so she's all like "u have a week to find a doctor" once again...brrrrr? (mind u, i never found a doctor, and i dont go to therapy. i just stopped being a bitch. and everyone's STILL trippin. smh!)

However, im leaving in January so its gravy. They gonna miss me once im gone. Ima keep it cute til then. Mind u, the baby is coming soon, im mad excited, even tho i throw shade and front like im not. Cant wait! I'll check back in soon guys. Until the next time, Im out. Peace!

SOTD-Ooh N Love; Mateo

Sincerely,

Parad0x Pr0digy

Hello BlogWorld! its been about a month since the last post and my, how things have changed! So i definitely graduated from high school with all my motherfucking bitties. i love yall bitches and shit. i started work(in the cafeteria of an elementary school cafeteria...meh) last week. i registered for classes for Brooklyn College. i leave for florida on tuesday. im just a big burst of energy! lol. summer has been really fun thus far. despite my boring wack ass job, i've been living it up, partying with the girls. im sad they're leaving me, well not all of them but some good ones. at least i have kham and domo. there isnt much else to say, i just wanted to let u guys know IM STILL ALIVE lol.

Its Bittersweet Poerty.

Hey BlogWorld! Its been a few days since the last post and a lot has happened. This week has been finals and they're finally over. We also got our yearbooks today, which i as well as the rest of my journalism class worked restlessly on to perfect. Tell me how much u love our cover. Ms. Brohm, our Graphic Design teacher at Boys and Girls did it so shout out to you Ms. B! Its bittersweet poetry writing about this. When we got the yearbooks, everyone was excited at first but it turned into an emotional mess. Everyone was crying! I was like what the hell? I must admit, its going to be hard leaving my friends who i've been with for four years. I dont think its set in yet that we're parting but im sure we will all stay in contact. Im excited about the opportunities that lay ahead but i am all too comfortable with sticking with what i know. it's gonna be an adventure leaving boys and girls and making adjustments to a new life. Hopefully i'll have some great friends to take on this ride with me. im out.
SOTD- Quickly by John Legend Featuring Brandy

Sincerely,

Parad0x Pr0digy

oh, why you look so sad?

hey blog world. its been like a week and a half since the last and i am sorry! ive been surrounded by chaos and drama everywhere i turn. Boys and Girls is slowly turning into a mess. senior year is just too dramatic for me, im a laid back kinda guy. i like to just chill in the cut and relax. and i havent been able to do that. as far as my english class dilemma, they transferred me out the class because of a letter i wrote to my teacher, claiming it was attacking her and my tone was harsh and inappropriate -_-. whatever guys. i didnt wanna be in that lady's class anyway. then drama with the students. its like civil war. i really dont know. my volleyball season is over. our record is 9-3. pretty good if u ask me. we find out if we made playoffs on wednesday so im excited about that. after this tho, ima start sticking to myself. i cant let people's issues cause me stress. and trust me, everyone has issues. u remember in charmed when pheobe became an empath and could feel everyone's emotions, well thats how i feel, except, i dont feel them, everyone just wants to talk about how they feel. lol. im just tired yall. lol im through.
SOTD- So Small by Carrie Underwood

Sincerely,

Parad0x Prodigy

i fucking hate school.

So my English teacher gave us a 70 page, yes seven-zero, paper due Friday(she gave us 3 weeks). now call me crazy but i think that's obscene. in all honesty, its a waste of time. i don't see any production coming from this project so, being the defiant rebel that i am, i decided I'm not going to do it. in my decision, i persuaded several of my classmates, who felt the same way, to not do the assignment as well. i was informed yesterday that a source told my teacher about the "plan" and she wasn't too happy. we allegedly formed this alliance and u know what, its not that deep. she makes us out to be the illuminati, out to destroy the world and in reality, we just dont wanna waste time we barely have. i was absent from school today but i was told that my teacher spoke on the "alliance" she said, as per my friend Khameela(and several other classmates):

Khameela (7:31:45 PM): apparently, we're conniving, deceitful children who have enough balls to coup d'etat
Khameela (7:32:32 PM): but, as was said earlier, her balls are BIGGER
Khameela (7:33:11 PM): she has BIG 30 YEAR OLD BALLS
Khameela (7:33:25 PM): and we only have 18 year young balls
-here i asked her to speak on the alliance that we supposedly formed.

Khameela (7:33:31 PM): the alliance

Khameela (7:33:45 PM): she doesn't like it, and we will be dealt with accordingly

Khameela (7:33:57 PM): so if she has to fail us and prevent us from graduating, she will

Khameela (7:34:10 PM): she said she doesn't wanna be, but she will be

Khameela (7:34:28 PM): so she's pissed off, and will probably take it out on us

sooooo...what ur telling me, Ms. Englishteacherwhoshallremainnameless, that ur basically as immature as u THINK we are. awesome, we have a clown for a teacher. grow up. this paper will in no way prepare us for this exam in 3 weeks. in fact, i think you're dissuading most of the class from wanting to even take this exam. in response to us being defiant and conniving, stop trying to prove yourself. you're not Ms. Gouvia. Even Ms. Gouvia wouldnt give us an assignment as rediculous as that and if in the even that she did, we would give us an adequate amount of time. what is 70 pgs going to do? thats 68 pages youre not going to read. please, dont try me. im glad i wasnt in class today because my sharp tongue and my 17 year old balls just might of gotten me a 55 for the rest of the semester. and despite the extention to next friday im still not doing it. on that note, im out. peace.

Head down as i watch my feet take turns hitting the ground....

So lately I've been a little torn between emotions, which isn't new. I have a habit of giving too much of myself when it comes to relationships. now, not everyone sees it this way but i get attached easily and wind up getting "hurt." this guy I'm talking to seems exactly like what I've been looking for in a guy. he's sweet, funny, open, and the whole nine. but i guess i come on a little strong, which i see no problem with. I'd rather put myself out there and let u know what it is than to hold back and try to front like I'm not feeling the Kidd. he even told me I'm "moving too fast" call me crazy but if we talked about "long distance relationships" and figuring out who's going to school where, and I'm just tryna see if ur even gonna ask me out, i don't think that's moving fast at all. i don't wanna be ur boy toy. i understand after a few weeks i cant b like "put a ring on it", and I'm not! i don't want u to devote ur life to me, i just want to know if you're gonna commit cuz if not then don't waste my time. if im constantly being asked if im talking to other boys and im telling u no because im talking to u then i think u would get the picture. not everyone is the same. hopefully we can straighten things out because i see some potential in what we have. "im willing to run...smash into you..." if i had the chance i would give all of myself to u but if u cant even meet me half way i think its pointless to even try. if i could just speak to him then im sure we could work it out but when i cant manage to reach the guy i think its a tad bit difficult to do so. ramble over.....im out

SOTD- Smash Into You by Beyonce
(i promise the next few SOTD's will be Non-Beyonce! lol)

Sincerely,

Parad0x Pr0digy

Them Hustlers Keep On Talkin'...

Hey Blogworld. its been a while since the last post and i apologize. i've been away since monday because i left for a 6 day college tour to 15 HBCU's on the eastern shore. Between monday and friday, we visited Lincoln University, Cheyney University, Deleware State University, Morgan State University, Howard University, Virginia State University, Hampton, Norfolk State, Shaw, St. Augustine's College, North Carolina A&T, Morehouse and Clark Atlanta. I've Been accepted to all the schools i applied to(i didnt apply to Del. State, Clark Atlanta, or NC A&T) so i must say im proud of myself because this is a product of my hard work and dedication . throughout high school, i've done most of my work myself with very little help from others so im grateful for the opportunites and im excited about the options. im still waiting to hear from Johnson and Wales but i've narrowed my choices down to St. Augustine's, Lincoln, and VSU. If i do go to any of those schools, it wouldnt be for Culinary Arts but hey, who knows, maybe i have a future in journalism. im looking forward to college. im excited about the experience. I'll keep you guys posted on what ever choice i make. until then, IM OUT!
SOTD: Video Phone by Beyonce

Sincerely,

Parad0x Pr0digy

Intimacy, Honesty. Committment. You. Me. Us.

hey blog world. its the first day of spring break! i've been looking forward to this vacation for weeks. i kicked off the break by chilling wit the BOYS, for once. i turned down a "girls" day out for a less stressful, more ho-hum experience with my favorite guys. i linked up with darryl and koran at kadeem's house and it was just a hot mess all over the place i tell u. but i enjoyed myself. we should hang out more often fellas. then afterwards, i went to chill with my guy Jordan. we walked around prospect park just talking and getting to know each other a little better. and i really enjoyed it. he has potential. plus hes cute.
lmao but EVERYBODY AND THEIR MOTHER has joked about the park! its not funny hoes. i like being in the park, its relaxing. fuck you. lol. anywhozer, i need to start packing for that good boy college tour on monday. knowing me, i'll wait till sunday night to start packing. i have mad homework to do that isnt gonna get done 1) because im lazy and 2) i dont manage/have the time. soooo...i'll be failing english this marking period.
but back to Jordan! lol, im tryna wait it out and see how we mesh but i gotta say, im feeling the kid. i know he reads these things so let me stop because i dont wanna get him hype. and with that, i leave you with the SOTD: Shattered Heart By Brandy. Get into the lyrics. im out love muffins.

Sincerely,

Parad0x Pr0digy

Tell me something good

hey blog world. it saturday! yaaaaaay. i have done absolutely nothing with my day and its bittersweet. while i'd like to be out enjoying the day, it feels type good to be doing nothing and relaxing for once. i did some homework, changed my room around, watched some movies, ate, talked with some friends. but in the end, nothing was a big part of my day. so bloggers? what's your weekend looking like? btw, im tryna avoid church tomorrow. everytime i go, i die a little more inside. wish me luck bitches. love u hoes. im out.SOTD- Turn Your Lights Down Low by Megan Joy(From American Idol)

sincerely,

parad0x pr0digy

Self Professed, Profound....

hey blog world! i know its been a while but the season has kicked off and its a whirlwind. volleyball is so demanding i haven't had much time for myself. sorry to deny my reader(s). anyway, whats up with you guys? something that's been on my mind lately but i haven't been able to think it out is relationships. a friend of mine just started dating this guy. he had nothing but great things to say and while I'm happy for him it only makes me wonder about myself even more. this friend knows i want nothing but the best for him because of all the assholes he's encountered before. however, i cant help but think maybe I'm just INCOMPATIBLE. yes, drastic i know. i mean, everyone tells me because I'm 17 that i have plenty of time. yes, i agree that i do have time but i cant help it if my maturity is off the Richter scale and i feel like a grown man deep inside. i feel like I'm in a position where i could handle being in a relationship. furthermore, it makes me question if I'm just too picky. i do want a lot from a guy and i know plenty of men in the gay community are shallow and superficial but what's a kidd to do? honestly, im not 100% sure what im looking for, but when i see it, i'll know. i find myself having to kind of distance myself from certain people because im afriad i'll get attached and i know they're not interested. life's funny: the ones you like dont like you and the ones that like you are the ones you dont like. this god character has an odd sense of humor.
but that's it bloggers. i expressed what i have on my mind at the moment. please, feedback is welcome!
Im Out!

oh BTW, as of lately, there's entirely TOO MUCH going on in this house. i like it quiet, but it seems impossible. everyone likes to make noise and i dont understand why. its starting to piss me off. Rhode Island here i come....

SOTD- Love Is A Losing Game by Amy Winehouse.

Sincerly,

Parad0x Pr0digy

Cuz everything falls away....

Hey Y'all! its tuesday and our volleyball season has started. well it started yesterday, but it started none the less! we opened against tech...at tech.....which was a mess down. i dont even wanna talk about that. just kno, we lost. today, we played our first home game at boys and girls high school! this is history right here yall. plus we won. what? oh yea....we're goin in the books. lol we still didnt play as well as i know we could have. but i digress. i think i played well. i got almost every ball, served everyball over the net(with the exception of two... that was just a mess) but i feel pretty good. i got the battle scars to prove. i just wish my team would play as hard as i do. i dont feel their motivation and mine alone aint enough! hopefully we come together cuz this isnt cute! but i just keeping yall updated. im out.

SOTD- Falls Away by
Dawn Richard

(Formerly of Danity Kane)

Sincerly,

Parad0x Pr0digy

College and such

this post is in response to Khameela's blog about schools.

i totally feel you! i got accepted to Johnson and Wales but realistically, i don't see me going there. its way too expensive and if I'm being honest with myself, i cant afford to go there. so that narrows it down to SUNY and CUNY. SUNY Albany and Delhi r requesting info that i have yet to send them. yes, I'm big on procrastinating. and CUNY asked for my SAT scores a couple of weeks ago. but i keep telling everyone we don't get acceptance letters until the end of the month or early April but i find myself anxious and questing if I've even been accepted. i find it hard believing what i tell others. i give advice i find hard to follow. weird, right? but I'm banking on a CUNY because with another baby on the way, i have to be selfless, sacrifice my dreams to an extent, and stay home to help out. so however this plays out, I'm sure I'll be alright regardless of where i end up.

however, i wouldn't rain on anyone else's parade. I'm overjoyed for and so proud of Kadeem for getting into NYUPoly. Kadeem can be an asshole and insensitive sometimes but he deserves it nonetheless. Samantha got accepted to Cornell and I'm ecstatic about that. I wish we all could get into the colleges we truly desire but if one of us hasn't gotten a response yet, don't be salty about someone else has. So although you're bitter about Kadeem's acceptance, I'm sure he, as well as the rest of us, hope u get into yours because we're too old to be so petty about something so minuscule.

Boom and Goodnight.

i was the one, yes i was the one...

Blog World! its been almost a week since we've last been together and oh, how I've missed you!
I haven't been blogging lately because i wanted to generate a few things to blog about instead of the everyday summary which i know can be a bit boring. So...recap! Monday we had practice which was alright as always but Tuesday we had a scrimmage against Grand Street Campus, our first game as a team this season. Yes, we beat them but more importantly we played well and we had fun! im starting to see the bond we have as a team and im really proud to be on this team. wednesday i stayed home from school, took a personal day, and i decided to cut my mohawk! its been a long time coming but im glad i did it. gonna take some getting used to..lol. everyone had something to say in school today, which was akward because i secretly hate attention. this evening we had a "tea party", as coach liked to refer to it. that was pretty cool. coach got a bit emotional after ramon, our captain, gave a heartfelt speech. but we had a pretty good day. after the party, we found a tennis ball and went to town. ive never seen a group of kids so happy as us when we had that ball in the corner playin chinese handball. we're just simple folk. lol im about to watch Taking The Stage, but im really relcutant about it because everytime i see the commercial for this show i get jealous cuz i know i have the potential to be in a school like that! for those who dont know, i went to a performing arts jr. high school for acting but i danced and sang as well. so yeah, hopefully i can live vicariously through this show and get my life. til the next time, IM OUT.

SOTD- Would've Been The One by Solange

Sincerly,

Parad0x Pr0digy

I Dont Know Who You Think I Am..

Good Day Blog World. Its 9:23 and i'm basically just getting in from Volleyball Practice. Woot. I saw our new uniforms today, all three of them AND the warmups are type popping. i actually have nothing to write about but felt the need to blog daily. oh! let me tell you...there's gonna b a civil war in myAP english class. Nigga's is about to turn it up! oh its gonna b crazy. annoying kids gotta move. arrogance can only be tolerated for so long people!! for those who read this blog, let me kno some ideas u have for me, im open to suggestions as to what u wanna hear! but im out! love and best dishes.
SOTD- Breaking Dishes by Rihanna

Sincerely,

Parad0x Pr0digy

Something Told Me It Was Over...

Good Day Blog World! its thursday! yay, tomorrow's friday! yay! so today was pretty cool. we so didnt have our diction quiz, u know the one i didnt study for. so my teacher pushed it back to tomorrow. and i studied...sorta...anywhozers. after school, we were supposed to have practice, and we so didnt. i was too hype. then after i hung out with my team to kill time we went to the Honor Roll Dinner. that was hella long. Holder is the worst when it comes to speeches. so after getting home at 9:30 and studying and shit i was talking to mr. malcolm. and i told him i was a virgin and it pretty much went downhill. lmfao. he said and i quote,

""Malcolm" (11:17:00 PM): I would never date or go out w/ a virgin again =x"

now, if greg wasnt feeling outcasted after that then its a fuckin miracle. he continues to say...

""Malcolm" (11:19:51 PM): I just think that's special and when you lose it, it's like you deeply fall for the person

"Malcolm" (11:20:12 PM): like i dated a vrgin and we had sex

"Malcolm" (11:20:21 PM): and like he fell in love

"Malcolm" (11:20:39 PM): and like i felt so bad because i didn't feel the same

"Malcolm" (11:20:52 PM): and i felt guility"

well...im kinda feeling generalized. so im like defening myself without tryna promote or sell myself.
get what im sayin?
so idk. i kinda give up after that. lol...
i just hate being put in a box. "oh you're a virgin? you get easily attached. and since you're gonna be clingy, NEXT!"
and like...thats so not me.
but idk. im done. lol yeah...

SOTD- I'd Rather Go Blind by Beyonce
(From Cadillac Records)

Sincerly,

Parad0x Pr0digy

Right Under My Feet Is Air Made Of Bricks...

Hello Blog World! i meant to post this blog earlier but i got sidetracked by the nothing i was doing before. its wednesday, everyone's least favorite day. my day was alright, nothing special. found out i made the principal's honor roll *go greg* they changed my schedule yet again! i have band now. so like...i'll be playing an instrument. and if i dont learn to play this guitar in the corner ima give up. i also have Ms. T now, and im the only one in the "class," office leadership, a euphemism for nothing. so we were talking today and i found myself on the verge of tears, now u know im HARD nd hard niggas dont cry so i held back. but yeah, was a bit emotional just talking to her about things at home. then i went to the mall with the girls( samantha, christel, norrisca and nykole). there, we did some more of the nothing we usually do everywhere else. then i came home and did some more of the nothing i did at the mall. lol, but that was my day! rather bland as always lol. i was talking to one of my friends who shall remain nameless and he told me today when we were in the auditorium, one of his jamaican friends was talking about me, and he told me he defended me and was like he always has my back which means a lot to me because there are very few people who stand up for the gay kid u kno. lol but i appreicate that. and u kno who u r. im out! SOTD-
Melt My Heart To Stone by Adele. Enjoy!

Sincerely,

Parad0x Pr0digy

Gimme Gimme More.

So its Tuesday. Nothing special happened. uhm. it was kinda crazy at school. Dean's r tryna shut down the office! says we're the reason the 3rd floor is so chaotic. really now? i beg to differ. but the students' opinion doesnt count....assholes. American Idol is on. i Saw the whole last 15 minutes. great...oh! after a long 8 weeks, i finally got my graduation pictures. they came out rather nice if i may say so myself. My thumb is a lot better. i can move it a lot more now thank god. i went to a funeral today. funeral's make me very uncomfortable. so it was type akward to be sitting there for 2 hrs. blew mine. so hard. lol but ima wrap it up! and ur song of the day is....

Fly Like A Bird by Marah Carey.

Sincerly,

Parad0x Pr0digy

Happy Saturday

So im sitting here, listening to music and i said to myself "i should write a blog!" well. here i am. blog writing. oh! i injured myself at practice yesterday. niiiice right? bumb ass thumb. i might of sprained it. but idk, this shit hurts. its OD nice out! thank god no volleyball today. hopefully i can go out with the girls tonight. niggas is tryna go see watchmen! maybe i'll invite a bitty! lol Bitty= a cutie. BGHS jargon, dont mind me. i cleaned house, i washed clothes, feelin rather productive. now if only i could get a HAIRCUT! i've been up since 8 am. im rather bored. and running out of foolishness to talk about. so...i think im gonna run now..ok...byebye

song of the day- Gibberish by Ryan Leslie
(thanks Mal)

Sincerely,

Parad0x Pr0digy

Today's Recap.

So, today was a regular old Thursday. Went to school, chilled in the office(Ms. Toussaint's office) and went to practice. For those who dont know, Ms. Toussaint is my mentor at school. It took everything i had to get out of my bed this morning. Sometimes, it feels so good to snooze lol. So fast forward to volleyball practice after school. Those softball bitches stole our gym! Those hoes always try to take over. But eventually we got in the gym and was able to practice regularly. For those who dont know, I started playing volleyball for my school around this time last year. Practice was rough as always. Im starting to get tired of practicing so hard and not seeing any progress. But have no fear, i'm confident i'll have my shit together by the start of the season. I'm feeling a void. Idk what it is. But something's missing. When i find out, you'll be the first to know. I so have a government test tomorrow that i didnt study for...that's gonna hurt in the morning.

Oh!, i wanna start a song of the day thingy! So today's song of the day will be....(drum roll)

Poetry by Danity Kane. IDK why, just a random thing. but im tired of rambling. so im out!

Sincerely,

Parad0x Pr0digy

Allow Me To Introduce Myself.

My name is Greg. Everyone calls me Greg, but You can call me Greg. I created this blog basically to express myself and get my thoughts somewhere other than my mind. Sometimes life is so hectic you need to speak about whats on your mind and where greater to do that than...THE INTERWEB!! Lol. But for real! I hope to give whoever reads this, a sense of who I am and at the same time help me find out who I am...a little soul searching lol. Feel free to let me know what you wanna hear from me as well, im open to suggestions or whatever can make this as entertaining as possible. So until next time my fellow bloggers, peace and chicken grease.

Sincerely,

Parad0x Pr0digy.